Stress

How do you clear your mind?

What should I do?

I feel stuck right now.

I need of a web developer that I can work with and have no clue how to find them.

I’m going back and forth with myself debating if I should contact him or not.  The last thing I told Bill before I blocked him in my phone was “I am not happier with you”.  I wasn’t happy.  He put me in a place I have never been before.  If we can’t be lovers we can’t be anything.

Life isn’t fair.  I am in a place in my life where I am not about burning bridges.  I want to reach out because he has been where I am but is it worth it?  Leaving and returning hasn’t made the situation better…yet.

I am tense and I can feel the stress cramping in my neck.

This is so simple I said, no need to worry about the cost, why should I.

Yes my budget is laughable but it’s all I have.  There is no more help.  This is the last account I can empty.  I believe in it.  What am I going to do?

He’s on a date.  Philip, Scott insert here is going to drop him off.  Their getting closer.  He looks like a little girl.  Blushing.

I didn’t realize I was going to have to take these things out my hair.  Holding mum breath.  I’m pregnant. Pregnant.  This belly.  Free-flowing lightweight.

Do you think you can feel someone thinking about you?  Are these feelings my own?  My head is stone.  Hire a gay male assistant.

Isn’t the internet cool?  Relaxation.

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